Ibrahim Killington , originally wanted to join the army to fight against Islam , but then her adrift by the Quran and Islam !
Here is the story of a British Muslim convert . Starting from a desire to study paganism and " even " intend joined the army to fight against Islam , but was finally able to find light and guidance of Islam , the following story :
My name is Ibrahim Killington .
Before I headed to Islam , my life is really focused on the drink ( get drunk ) , drugs ( marijuana , narcotics , Ecstasy ) , and sheer fun .
The whole purpose of my life just to have fun , laugh , and do nothing else but having fun , perhaps to death , and hanging out with people who have the same habits , and of course that does not make themselves into better and better .
My first experience of Islam is to know when the attacks of 9 /11. ( Watch our video is also on the video , video - One of the best - provide evidence , " Conspiracy WTC tragedy and evidence do the" insiders " themselves ) .
I remember I was very young at that time , I was not fully aware of what was going on . In fact , I ran into my friends after seeing the news reports , and I told them that the " Tourist " ( one pronunciation = people who travel / holiday home to a place ) has declared war against the United States .. because I had never heard of before terrorists .
And when the war was going on, I see more and more information about the war in Afghanistan , I began to understand that those " who fought it " was Muslim . Muslims commit horrible atrocities around the world , so he is constantly in the " bombardment " ( = repeatedly ) at Boost by media . I started to really hate Muslims . I even tried to join the army sebayak three times in order to be able to go there ( Afghanistan ) , and kill many Muslims as I could , as part of the state to defend and protect and provide security for my family . I think at that time they are big evil world .
Discovering Islam
I later began to hear more about Islam , the last time I applied for the army , I came to the radio station , at that time I was listening to the radio , which revealed about conspiracy theories , and the like . The radio station was talking about a war on terror and on the life of Prophet Muhammad ( shollallahu alaihi wa sallam ) .
It really does not make sense to me , how people 's " trust " and " follow " the Prophet , after I heard about all sorts of " evil things" ( evil things ) that " they say " about him . So , I began to question what was believed to be Muslim at the time, and ' when even then ' I was interested to find out the religious stuff ..
At the moment I am looking for Norse Mythology , ( belief in the myths , legends and supernatural powers ) , and Paganism ( the worship of idols ) , One of my friends told me before I decided to study paganism it helps me see the other spiritual teachings .
Therefore , to be thought about for me to find information about Muslims on the Internet . I think one of the first Muslims that I see on the Internet is Baba Ali ( Muslim convert , making Islamic movies that aired on " Islam Channel " UK ) .
He broke the stereotypes about Muslim to me . I was surprised that this guy funny ( not cold-blooded ) and a calm demeanor . He did not like what " they " allege about Muslims from what I've heard .
To satisfy my thirst to Islam , I decided to borrow the Quran from my college ( campus ) . When I hold it , I thought it was a " terrorist Handbook , " in gemgaman me , and I worry that the agency MI5 ( British secret agent ) will come to arrest me . I decided to make a quick exit from the library and bring home the Qur'an that I borrowed .
But once I started to read the Qur'an ( translation ) , " .. it hit me immediately" , it hit me , .. and I can not stop to not read it it really plunged deep into my heart . ; When I read the letters that exist in the Qur'an, I accidentally read about people in hell who drink boiling water so that the situation is burn the throat them . Reading this , my heart trembled , as if I could feel my throat burning , and I could feel how real it is , so I decided I had to change .
In an effort to change , the first thing I did was I went to the mosque , I spent the whole day there with reading . My mother even called in the evening and asked where I was all day . I said " I was in the mosque ! ... "
With Mother shocked I say , " No, you can not be in the mosque , you're a Christian . Christians do not go to the mosque . "
My mother was very surprised and very confident that I would be down a bad road .
My mother's reaction was reasonable , ( considering the incessant media in performing negative stereotypes of Islam " war on terror " ) . but after some time , he began to accept it . She cried a lot . I'm not too sure why she was crying , I think he felt I was taught to reject all that to me over the years.
Many people say that when they find Islam , as if they had come home original . And that's the feeling I get . I was in my past is not true , when it is not who I really am . And this is now my true self . ! I became self better after I converted to Islam .
And my advice to other people ( non-Muslims ) are thinking / doubting Islam , Do not look only on the internet to find out, but datangilah to the mosque and talk to people who have knowledge about it . because there is a lot of propaganda and slanders of anti- Islam websites that are not true . and if you do not know anything about Islam . You will find it hard to judge what is right and what is lies . So much better to talk to someone who understands and knowledgeable .
And do not be afraid of what your family will think ; many people even my own at first worried about what my parents would think , but after converting to Islam . I just hope the best for both parents . that they would follow in my footsteps to immediately embraced Islam .
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